Donnerstag, 22. Januar 2009

The curse of my bygone past!

I'm sittin' here thinking about the past and the future, caught in the present.I'm in this hole again and I never wanted to fall into it again.I got out there once before, but I don't know what I did different?I guess, I just lived, I took life, I took every chance, filled every day with... something, nothing special, but something.When did I loose it? And much more important, what made me loose it again?

It's like I'm under a curse the moment I set a foot in this house, the curse of my bygone past!

And I didn't break out

It's still the same damn old story.
Lonely girl
Cought in a cage.
Invisable chains
holding her back.
Somethings gonna rescue her?

Mittwoch, 14. Januar 2009

I can stand my own ground!

I will not kiss your ass.
I won't loose my self-respect.
Fuck yourself.
I'm more than that!

Dienstag, 13. Januar 2009

Different but still the same

Things have changed.
But now I'm back and everything... many things are still the same.
I'm back in my cage.
I'm back in the prison I built myself.
But then I hear this songs
and I feel something inside of me,
something fighting,
something screaming,
something alive.
And all I want is freedome,
get out and run
and change things.

It's just one step.
It shouldn't be that difficult!
It's easy if you believe in it!